[USS Juno] You will see me

Posted on Sun Aug 26th, 2018 @ 9:35am by Carla Wilda

432 words; about a 2 minute read

Mission: [USS Shanghai] S1, E5: Countdown
Location: Quarters of Harry Anderson
Timeline: 06/01/2394, 1400

Carly waited in her bed room, she was surprised that everyone had left her alone. She thought she wanted to be left alone. But now she was not sure. She thought she wanted independence and freedom. But she assumed they would welcome her with open arms.

Carly felt alone, and trapped. She was on a new ship, with a man that she never knew. She wondered why she had yet freaked out on him. Freaked out on the crew. She felt that she was on top of a cliff, and trying to yell. But no one could hear her, or see her.

No one could see see her footprints of emotions. She was alone in in her own solitude of hell. A kingdom she made for herself. She felt a rage, an anger she felt that she needed to let out her aggression.

She felt that she could not hold it in. And she wanted to cry out and be a grieving child.

Her mother was in prison and now she was living with a stranger. She knew she could not change the past, but maybe she could change the future.

She felt that she was doing what Starfleet and her mother would want, but this was not her. She was told not to let anyone inside her heart. She did not want to open her heart, she felt that she needed to conceal her feelings of guilt. She thought she did not want anyone to see her pain.

But the fact, they could not see it, was slightly funny to her. Did this crew not care for her? She decided she was done being the nice girl, and she decided she was done being ignored, if Harry was not going to come to her, then she was going to get his attention.

Carly did not care what she had to do to get his attention, but she was going to get it. The storm of emotions ranging inside her, were going to fuel her, and her father would see her.

The past and her previous life, seemed to be a distant pass. They did not matter. Only her future mattered, and she was not going to be a starfleet pawn.

She felt it was time to test Harry and to test the crew, she was going to make people recognize her. Now she needed to plan something to get their attention.

No rules were going to stop her, she did not care if it was wrong, she was going to have fun. She promised herself, they would never see her cry.

 

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