Should we stay or should we go
Posted on Mon Apr 2nd, 2018 @ 9:05pm by Commander Jazin Ijaan & Colonel Ellis Ijaan
2,028 words; about a 10 minute read
Mission: [USS Ottawa] S1, E1: Abducted
It was 1200 hours, lunchtime for Jazin and he was in the mood for company. He knew just the person to ask too. He only wondered if she was free.He exited his quarters, after dressing in a fresh uniform. He had an, hour until the CO wanted to see him, no doubt to persuade him to stay. Good lck with that he thought as he stopped in front of Ellies door, which he found with the help of the computer. He rang the chime.
"Ellie, its Jazin." he called out.
Ellie was sitting on her couch holding a pillow. She was staring at the unopened suitcase on her bed. She wasn't feeling in a very good mood and she was trying to let sink in what she just decided on. Suddenly she heard the door chime, followed by Jazin's voice. She slowly got up and opened the door to her quarters. She looked at him quietly before stepping aside. "I wasn't sure you would come and see me here."
She dropped down on her couch again and held the pillow against her again. "You were gone very quickly when we arrived. Wanting your own quarters, yet willing to go with me to Risa." She sighed. "I can't blame you, I don't know how to feel myself. Besides, I think Captain Martinez is going to ask you to join the Ottawa-A crew. He asked me. I told him I would only go and get my brother. But if you don't want to, I completely understand. Maybe you can still catch the transport." She leaned her head on the pillow again.
Jazin nodded silently. In truth he was all packed and ready to go, excited for their new life on Risa. He hadn't even thought about the CO. "I won't deny there are mixed feelings. But I'm clear when it comes to us." he said. He sat next to her.
"Starfleet or no starfleet." he continued. "I'm still open to Risa. But you gotta do what you need for family." he said. He threw a reassuring arm around Ellie. "I'm here for you, Ellie." he looked straight at her and smiled.
She looked back at him and as she put her hand on his, she tried to hold back her tears. She couldn't prevent herself from wiping some away. "How about we go and get my brother and then get out?" She put her pillow aside. "Come live with me. I know you didn't want to on our Ottawa, but I don't want to hold back anymore. Remember what my counterpart told us before she died. We shouldn't let anyone come between us."
"No holding back." he agreed. "I'd like that, very much."
"So what do you say?" She took his hands. "Come live with me?"
"Yes!" he replied. "I'd love to, Ellie." He leaned in and kissed her. "Nine years is a long time living through that. We've done our bit for starfleet. It's high time we lived for ourselves." he said, his eyes never leaving hers. "You know how I feel about you. I agree. Once we find your brother, and he's safe we'll settle down together. Earth, Trill, Risa. Wherever you want as long as we're together."
Ellie felt like a school girl again. She could feel it in her entire being, she may have known it from the beginning. She could finally let herself go no being bound to responsibility as she was when she was in command. She just lay herself in his arms and allowed him to hold her close.
Jazin just held Ellie in his arms, content to be in the moment We can eat, later he thought as he just sat there on her couch, his cares melting away.
Now free from all cares and the pressing burden, she felt more herself to gently stroke his chest, trying to get his uniform loose. She had her head on his chest as she tried to find some skin. She turned her had up. She pushed her self against him as her fingers ran rapidly over his body and she moved her lips closer to his. She felt her heart pounding as she didn't know how he would react. Ever since she joint the Ottawa she hadn't been with a man, not even with Jazin. She loosened her hair as she waited for his response.
Jazin felt Eliie stroke his chest, and instantly felt relieved. No Holding back he thought, relaxing. As she snuggled beside him, he embraced her. He lettheflow take him where it may, his lips touching hers. All the bad of the nine years just melted away. He loved Ellie, and was going to tell her so as soon as he could. This moment was all he needed for now.
She couldn't take it anymore, 9 years was just too long for her. She got up and pulled him from the couch. She pushed her lips passionately on his. He didn't seem to object, so as she was kissing him she took off her uniform upper peace and threw it on the couch. She pushed him in to the bedroom and on to the bed. She sat on top of him as she began to undress him. She gently caressed him and gently slit her hand down to his pants. She looked up to him with loving eyes. Hoping for him to get her undressed as well.
Jazin gladly responded in kind, Unzipping his own top off and flinging it with reckless abandon. The cares of the last nine years meant nothing as he just let go. Jazin broke lip contact just enough to get her undershirt off before returning to the passionate embrace he knew he'd been longing for. His eyes said it all as he unzipped his own undershirt, revealing his spots.. He ran his hand through her hair, his eyes full of love.
Ellie looked a moment to his spots and looked up seductive to him, as she put her hands on his shoulders, rubbing them gently. She moved closer as he ran his hands trough her hair. She put her nose and lips in his neck and gently kissed him there. She could hear his heart pounding and him breathing. "Jazin." She whispered his name.
"Ellie" he whispered back, his heart going a mile a minute. He looked into her eyes, getting lost in them. He held her closer, never wanting to lose her. He said what came naturally. "Together forever, Ellis."
She closed her eyes a few seconds as she whispered with a slight chuckle, "You promise?" She looked up to him. She gently started to stroke his nose as if she was teasing him a bit. She could feel his body, she knew he was longing for more. She felt it too. She just wanted to see how far he was willing to go. "Undress me," She teased, "but slowly, and tell me how much you love." She graced gently with her fingers over the spots on his face and then lay down on the bed, on her back.
Jazin smiled, and mock saluted. "Yes ma'am, Colonel." said Jazin. The Trill smiled. Good I'm not joined. This memory is ours alone. He gently began. One by one articles of clothing were removed. "My love." he said, both starting and addressing her. " A Galaxy class couldn't contain it. All I want in my life is to be with you. I've never felt that way with anyone before. My heart is yours." His eyes showing far more than what he said. He kissed her. "Nothing will ever change that."
Ellie smiled back at him lovingly. As he pulled off her panties she slowly moved her legs to help him a bit. She got herself up on her elbows. "And my heart belongs to you, and my soul and..." She took his hand and put it on her shoulders. "....my body." She let go off his hand. "Don't you like what you see?" She just whispered, "Make love to me now. I long for your touch."
Jazin smiled. He'd been wanting the same, now he didn't hold back. He'd been through hell with Ellie. And she was his everything. He said nothing, he let his eyes say it all. Which was a definite yes. "I love you." he whispered in her ear. The moment felt perfect for some reason. The Trill, spots and all shut everything else out so that all that was there was Ellie and himself. "Computer, lock the door." he said.
She smiled her eyes full of love. She got to his pant again and was now trying to pull it off. When she noticed he had his shoes still on. She pulled them off and she then got his pants off. And then got his shorts. She looked over his body and crawled closer to him and kissed the spots in his neck. She crawled on top of him while she kept kissing his neck. She moved her head up and he hair softly landed on his chest. "Oh, Jazin... she whispered.
"Ellie." he whispered back, wrapping his arms around her. His heartbeat quickened, and he didn't care. He knew what caused it. Jazin began to hiss her shoulders as he let the moment take control, lost hi their mutual love. "Ellie.' he repeated.
She moved a little faster. She could feel his warmth inside her as she graced with her naked skin against his naked skin. She felt his lips touch her shoulders. For a moment all the cares in the world seem to melt away. What happened in the alternate reality seemed like ages away. And the new Ottawa and it's captain, worlds away. To her all she cared was this moment with Jazin.
Jazin felt Ellie's skin against his. The feeling was sensational to him, allowing him to drop the "security chief" persona and just be Jazin. Which he liked. The Ottawa, he'd never heard of it. All he knoew was Jazin and Ellie were finally together, to stay. And he'd be damned if anything would split them up. He took a deep breath and then exhaled. He then passionately kissed her once more, completely contented.
She kissed him back and pulled back, licking her lips, while looking seductively at him. In pauses she moved down to kiss his neck. She picked up speed again. She bit her lip. She stopped and gently got of him while pulling him on top. She moved up a bit licked his lips, waiting for what he would do.
Jazin caught the look and nodded. "Oh Ellie." he said. He moved in closer, never wanting the moment to end. His heart raced faster the closer he got.
Her hands moved over his back as she caught on to his rythem. She finally moved her head back. "Yes, Jazin!" she called out while grabbing the bedlinnen
Jazin felt whole in that moment. He knew he had to meet with the CO at 1300, but that seemed ages from now as he and Ellie embraced.
"So I believe we got time, next meeting isn't until 1400 hours." Said Ellie. She had no idea he was meeting the captain at 1300 hours. She gently kissed his shoulders. "Do you think he wants us in uniform?" She said jokingly.
"It'd probably help." he laughed. He looked at his chronometer, and his eyes bulged. The screen read 1240. He'd lost all track of time. "Holy crap. That reminds me. I've gotta meet him at 1300." he said. He started to gather his uniform.
Ellie just lay there on the bed watching him gather his thing. She stretched. "So shall I get your things moved to my quarters. They are probably bigger anyways." She looked seductive at him as she sat up as she was hoping for a good bye kiss. "I'll see you at 1400 then."
He pulled on his pants, shoes and undershirt and smiled. " Yes!" he smiled before kissing her yet again. "And count on it!" he said as he put on the rest of the uniform,. "We'll, to the Captain."" he said as he left.